That is what most of my life has been about either being false or meeting false people. Most people at this point have a view a singular word that describes them I don't. All I know is that I am 20 and though I see all these people passing me by and talking by my side I feel alone. Oh and sometimes I'm just simply a prick.
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There’s a shoebox in my closet,
I like to keep it a secret.
It’s hidden behind all of my clothes,
and surrounded by a fortress of pillows.
It contains memories of times long since gone,
and…
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i believe that.
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I’ve had less than 3 hours sleep…
I was woken up by the drilling/work going on outside. SO LOUD.
I will not be able to sleep/nap, all day… I’d need very powerful ear muffs.
The cars are aggravating on their own, this is impossible.
- A very over-tired Rebecca.
I recommend Scotch!
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Beckie0: Everyone hates the negativity… It’s pushing so many people away.But I... →
Everyone hates the negativity… It’s pushing so many people away.
But I can’t stop myself from thinking the way I do, for feeling and acting this way.
Some people expect me to turn the happy thoughts on like a light bulb. I can’t do that for you. If I could be happy that easy, it would solve all…
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Becoming A Recluse
I know I haven’t posted for sometime I have been extremely busy with uni however I have been thinking.
The more I think about everything the more I think that
I should isolate myself from the world from everyone and everything.
That way everything would be simple and though I would be lonely everyone
else would be happy and the world would continue as normal.
I wouldn’t be able to ever hurt anyone again and
I would avoid the complications of the opposite sex.
I could avoid all the things that people expect out of life,
this constant scoring system everyone has.
I would remain single no family, no kids, no wife and no falseness.
If i did this everything would be good, except this I would have to give up the
thing I love most about life.
I would have to take away the enjoyment of a womens body, the inch perfect skin
of a beautiful women. The tenderness as you touch her and the joy of satifying her
whether it be the simple act of massage or the passion of sex.
I have one thing that I doubt already that I will ever have/do again and that is
LOVE, the feeling and the action of making love.
I don’t believe in monogamy I think its a modern concept in a world full of simple primate creatures.
However I do believe that there is a large chasm between having passionate sex and making love and I don’t believe that you have to plan to spend the rest of your life with someone to be in love.
Anyway it seems that I am already distancing myself from humanity so why not continue?
Born to Die
“Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don’t know why”
Loving this song:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bag1gUxuU0g
adorablypatheticdoll asked: I can't drink alcohol while I'm around horses. Thats just plain silly
Horses like a good drink to you know.
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a combination of looking at bekah’s cuts on here and realizing that any cuts I’ve ever done don’t measure up to her’s at all, seeing my thighs jiggle when I walk, losing any social life I may’ve once had, and realizing how far apart my best friend and I are drifting, I just want to cry. but I can’t. I’m a robot; devoid of all emotion. all I have is a little piece of metal to confide in; to make me feel better.
Cuts are never signification as the shouldn’t be about trying to compare they should be about your pain and how you feel. Every bodies thys jiggle even skinny women trust me I have fucked enough of them to know.Social life is over rated though some is necessary what makes you happy is what really matters. Having no emotions its not necessarily a bad thing it can help you get through parts of life.
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I suggest a trial first
meh. i wanna crawl in a whole and never come out.
I suggest you do a trail first, I’m part bear part human so I recommend hibernation!
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